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As my darkness had been inadvertantly awakened, I gravitated towards necromancy from Thailand and Khmer, often practiced by rogue Buddhist monks. Magic did not help my situation, however. It was if some alien will was in charge, and I was beside myself. Unlike others who had ran away from themselves, I had put in over 30 years of hard work and sacrifice to run towards myself. What had it amounted to? It was as if I had made it out of my prison cell, only to find myself standing in the prison yard. Technically, an escape. Practically, still an imprisonment. I still had nothing even remotely resembling a life, not realizing a hybrid being such as myself was never meant to have a"life.” It’s more like an existence.

Around that point, I was eating in a Cantonese restaurant in New York City’s Eastern Chinatown and called out in my mind to whomever happened to be listening in. I expressed that I felt as if I had been totally let down by the"light side” of spirituality in the sense that I had worked so impossibly hard for so long and accomplished so much with respect to the journey I had been undertaking, yet had accomplished so little with respect to achieving the results I had been expecting. I was pretty sure"karma” existed, but somehow it didn’t seem to apply to me. My existence was close to unbearable.

One thing I kept thinking about was that with all that I had accomplished, I must be of use to someone. As most people had not opted for a path such as mine, I must be rare and therefore of value. There must be a place for me in creation. In that moment I was open to what humans will define as"the dark side,” or evil, as"good” had gotten me nowhere, and"good” didn’t even want me on their team from the looks of things.

Of course some may believe a moment such as the one I am describing is a moment of weakness, but they fail to realize that evil has as much a place in the universe as does good, but the important thing is that evil has to align with the will of the Almighty Father just as good does, in order to facilitate balance throughout creation. If darkness is your true nature, than such a moment is actually a moment of surrender.

I did remember meeting with an eminent Buddhist scholar years ago in China who told me that I could never"become a Buddha” as my nature was"inherently corrupt” and that I should cultivate using"the Devil’s methods.” Even the rogue Buddhist monk who had been teaching me Thai and Khmer black magic had said I was a vampire and was very uncomfortable relating with me.

So I let it be known that I was open to considering any and all offers with respect to the path I should walk moving forward. Nobody suddenly appeared from the ether and sat down at my table to partake in dim sum, so I left the restaurant figuring I would be spending the rest of my days at the gym uploading workout photos to Instagram. The best I could hope for was that maybe I would make enough money in my business to live in Thailand or Brazil for a few months out of the year, but I invested little hope in that possibile future, as I was pretty sure something would prevent that from ever happening based on my track record up until that point.

It had not even been a few days since Dim Sum when I was led to Vampire Ashram. I had come across"vampire transformation jewelry” on other websites while researching Thai and Khmer black and Buddhist magical items, but dismissed such jewlery as a silly fantasy at best. I studied the content on Vampire Ashram, and the idea of sexual relations with a discarnate entity didn’t exactly appeal to me at the time, nor did the idea of becoming a vampire - which again seemed a bit fantastical, although suddenly not so silly... I mean, I had seen plenty of supernatural things and had plenty of supernatural experiences, so why would I dismiss the existence of vampires? I had heard of succubi and fox spirits, which are sexual vampires, amongst other things. I had encountered beings whose existence I could not explain, so why relegate vampires to Netflix? However I did get the idea that perhaps one of the entities listed on the site could help me to overcome whatever obstacles were preventing me from attaining the experiences I wanted and were perpetually failing to achieve. Perhaps they could succeed where Thai black magic had failed? I shot an email to Lucien explaining my situation and telling him some of my story. Read more here: https://alienabductionimplantremoval.com